The Smell of Eucalyptus
2006-2008
Plate A
First Version
Illustrated Book
2007
Series
2007
Louise Bourgeois,
Ode to Eugénie Grandet,
2007Left side:
I have never grown up
I am standing near the window
I have spent my life making curtains
to hide the dirty glass
I have spent my life making curtains
while watching the building across the way
I have spent my life waiting
I have spent my life washing
dishes and vegetables
I have spent my life going up and down
I have spent my life afraid of the cold
letting out waists and shortening dresses
I have spent my life
listening to the chirping of the birds
the water dripping from the ceiling
and the traffic on 20th street
I have listened to the sound
of the pigeons
The hesitations of the mice
and the bees and the flies before summer
I have spent my life
smelling the burning of the stove
and listening to the starting of the refrigerator
Right side:
The telephone may be out of order
The door bell may be broken
Has the mail man come?
I have spent my life making openwork pulling threads for the bed sheets
and table clothes
I have spent my life making a trousseau
I who has never been trussed up
I give humour
not pity
I am not stupid I am only unhappy
fearful foolish a washer woman
I have spent my life washing socks
and handkerchiefs